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HA i'm SO angry! SO extremely MAD. Never been so mad in my life before. Ya you could say, he does stir my emotions.
hey, so here's a little story... once up on a time, there was a redheaded girl, Merta, and she got it into her crazy mind to go to Canada. And nooo, not TORONTO or anything cool like that, noooo she had to go to Shelburne(ya i know it's very oddd)and she met amazing people there and wow, life was so good to her! she absolutely adored it.
In drama class, a girl named Tara came up to her, with her blond hair and her big blue eyes:" OH MY GOD! my friend jeka has a total crush on you!" Merta was not really impressed...Yeah right he had a crush on her, boy, he didn't even know her! She never spoke with any Jeka in her life so she wasn't really interested. Oh ya, she had had boyfriends, but she never felt in love(and was scared to die old and alone, oh yes) and she didn't expected it to be any different with this certain Jeka. Boys are whatever kinda thought. "oh but you got to meet him! he's perfect for you!" the blond blue eyes girl again. "oh Tara, i don't even know him!" Merta said. " but he said he was all happy today cause you smiled at him!" what? ehh, merta had no idea who she was talking about. Smiled? ya probably, but she was in a good mood all the time so she'd smile to anyone!
Yet, Jeka and Merta got introduced to eachother. By Tara of course, and she looked up and screamed:"ooooohhh you guys are PERFECT for eachother!" and she was oh so right. They were. They ruled the skies, laughed for hours, and talked every spare and lunch for 2 weeks straight. There was this magical thing, they were tangled up in eachothers eyes... She knew everything about him, he knew everything about her. And then, one night, when they went out drinking, sitting in the backseat of a car, watching the giant bonfire... He bended over and kissed her. That was the point of no return. They were meant to be, this was it. He was it, She was it. Merta was sleepy and light in her head of the booze, and layed down on his chest. He made circles on her face, with two fingers, following the lines of her nose, her lips, her eyelashes, her neck. And when she slightly opened her eyes, his face was just right there...Concentrated, amazed, fascinated... He looked at her like the whole world layed in his arms. And he spoke:" you're beautiful." There. Right there. He said it.
She was beautiful. No one said that to her ever.. Oh ya, girlfriends, and a guyfriend maybe, but not with that meaning, with that feeling. Never.
He called her, asked her out on a date. She had never been on a date, and she was nervous, yet relaxed cause she remembered the look in his eyes that night in the car... He adored her. He was taking perfect care of everything, it would be: going out for dinner in Kelseys, going to the movies and than have icecream in Dairy Queens. So they went to Kelsey's, sat in the restaurant for 3 hours without ordering. They just never had the time to look at the menu! They talked. For three hours straight, just talked. Not holding hands, or making out..No, they were just attached by this magical conversation. They never made it to the movies or DQ, but it was so worth it. They laughed, were amazed, had those looks, those glances... He drove her home, but some were on the highway, he took a turn and drove into a field. The field was called Jake's field from that moment. "dance with me" he said. And he turned up the music in his car, and they slowdanced in that field under the stars. They were so captivated by eachother... They layed in the back of his car for 4 hours, just talking, looking at the stars, looking at eachother, bodies close, in the cold night. And right there, she opened up to him completely, she gave herself to him, trusted him. From that moment on. And with every word he said, she started caring a little bit more.
he emailed her:
so did you have fun on our date? ...lol...i know i never got to take you to dairy queen or to the movies, but i loved how we sat at the resteraunt for so long and never even ordered, and i loved the dancing and the stars(especially the comet...lol...according tro steve meteor..but i still say comet)..but i really appreciate you dancing with me, i loved it....
sorry for getting you home so late, but i thought it was worth it..and also i wouldnt change a thing about our date and im really thankful you went on it with me..oh and ya your the first girl i ever layed
under the stars with..so thanks for that first il always remember that.i wouldnt trade it in for the world.
kusje jake..and i fouout the dutch word for beautiful, is marte
and when he got back from his hunting trip, he emailed her at 4 in the morning:
...i envy you so much, i cant believe you've seen the temple of Athena and been on top of
mountains, your like my second half, that actually gets to excpierience all
the amazing stuff, your so lucky...im really glad you
had a good time with me on tuesday, and i should be hte one thanking you
for going out with me that night, i thought it was so amazing, lol,
especially when we made the waiter wait for like ya two hours, and we still
barely ate our food, it was incredible...i love how our conversations go on
for hours but they feel like minutes, and also its never about the same
thing, its always something that makes you htink, not just something that
you talk aboput because you dont want an awkward silence, and i dont mind
the silence, especially when its under the stars and i get to stare into
these captivating eyes, and run my hands over your skin( which even though
you may not like i adore..lol) and kissing you, and having a meteor light up
the sky right after, that was perfect...it's like a movie...lol..look at you mrs. exceptional beauty, you have tthe figurew of a model, but best of all you have arguments worth hearing, you have a
political side, you have an athletic side, a humorous side and best of
all..lol...i love how you read, that is so amazing, it shows that you are
intellectual and you like to increase upon what you already know, that is
something not a lot of people have at this age...Kusje jake
p.s. marte, lol...you have no idea how big my smile was when you told me
you missed me, lol..ya i have my soft side...and i really missed you to,
your what i thought about when i looked at the stars(and the squirels..lol),
i missed our spares, but we will make up for it soon
and with everything he said she cared more and more... And she knew he was telling the truth. That he sure was amazed by him, that he cared so much about her..His best friend even told her that they had a 2 hour conversation about how much he cared about her. And he emailed her more:
when you leave, im really going to miss our
conversations at spare, they let me escape my repetitive school day, and it
gives me a reason to smile, i really enjoy it, your just gonna have to have
these conversations over the internet, il just miss hte accent and having to
correct your words...
he adored her! She adored him! oh, yes, she loved him. He didn't loved her, but she didn't know that yet.... They had phonecalls that lasted for hours, were always together...She met his family, loved his mom, his dad who's hilarious, his sisters adorable, his grandfather amazing...She met his cousins, and aunt, and friends...It was getting better and better. He told her how beautiful she was, what an amazing personality she had, how much he cared about her, that he missed her. He showed up at her house, without even telling so. And what if she wasn't home? well than he spilled his gas. He wanted to see her, be with her, and the other way around. She teached him things, he teached her. He wrote things for her, about her, to her. yeah.. He wrote...
And then she left. And the world changed. He gave her a bracelet, silver, that she bear till she dies. "i'll miss you", he said on the airport. And also, "i don't want a girlfriend for this year anymore..."And while she was sitting in the airplane, every mile further away seemed so wrong with her heart. She had to be with him! she'd cross the sea for him, just to be with him. She loved him! And every mile she was physically further away, she also was mentally. Tho she didn't know that yet. And oh, she called him straight when she got home. And he told her everything would work out just fine. She cried, manymany tears.. But he told her he cared about her. So much. He cared.
But all of the sudden, 10 days later, he had a new girlfriend. That's right, a new girlfriend. The girlfriend he said he didn't wanted.And when she called him, crying, he told her she was just a fling. And that he never got attached to her. And that maybe, she shouldn't talk to him on the phone anymore. And he blocked her on msn.
She wasn't even mad. She was sad. She didn't hate him, she loved him. She thought he must have had his reasons for doing and saying all this. She didn't know yet, the reason was that he is a total jerk. She tought he wanted to create distance, cause he cared about her, but it just couldn't be.
And one night, Merta had an extremely interesting conversation with Varginia... Varginia asked her, what it was that Jake all said to her. When they were together. Cause she needed to know if he was using the same stuff to her...And Merta told her. Oh yes she did, and she remembered every single word. She sended her his emails.
And then so many things came out.
-Jeka liked Varginia while dating Merta. While Merta was still with him, in canada. (god he f..cked her while liking varginia!!:@:@)
- Jeka used Merta to get over Jenn
-Jeka told Merta oh and ya your the first girl i ever layed
under the stars with..so thanks for that first il always remember that.i wouldnt trade it in for the world. BUT he layed under the stars with Jenn all the time. Wouldnt trade it in for the world, my ass
- Jeka is showing all his writings and such to Varginia. What he used to show her.
- Jeka is saying the same stuff to her.
In the end, Jeka turned out to be a total ass. But Merta and Varginia found both perfect lovers, who were honest with them, and truelly loved them. And they died together as in the Notebook. So did Jenn btw, and every other girlfriend he ever 'liked'.
Jeka died alone and unhappy... Cause when he found the girl who he really loved, she turned out to be lesbian.
ps all names relating to real life are simply coincidence